One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord.

Many scenes from my life flashed across the sky.

In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand. Sometimes there were two sets of footprints, other times there was one only.

This bothered me because I noticed that during the low periods of my life, when I was suffering from anguish, sorrow or defeat, I could see only one set of footprints, so I said to the Lord, "You promised me Lord, that if I followed you, you would walk with me always.

But I have noticed that during the most trying periods of my life there has only been one set of footprints in the sand.

Why, when I needed you most, have you not been there for me? "

The Lord replied, "The years when you have seen only one set of footprints, my child, is when I carried you."

well, at times i thought that i should just fuck it and let go. at times i thought that i should wait like a fool. stupid? silly? many things u and i cant explain. well, love is blind. it's so blind that we cant see what's going on. we cant see what's wrong. how a person matures in a relationship is to understand the whole situation and let go. oh.. shucks. wtf am i saying. sometimes it's easy to advice people. but when it comes to myself, or maybe you who are reading this right now, it is so difficult. that's when u realise how blind love is. okay. craps.